Hey girl, I want to type the letter to u about somethings and my feelings. I have been trying to get hold of u, but the often I feel that u seems ingored me. I only want to said hi or anything, I always think of u and being my friends for so long time. The reason I called mary because I was so worry and see if u allright or something happened, but she told me u were very busy, I know that u both are very busy in ur own life right now. I often think of you guys, but I feel rejection. I just accepted that u seems not interested with me, dont want to be friends. I understood that. I been throught lots with many ladies, their jealousy, their angers toward of my beauty that I cant help being that. One time, one of my friend Sandy invited me to her party, few of ladies got angry at me, "I hate u being so beautiful and very attractive!" After few times, I was very hurtful by their actions, kick me out because of their hubbies and boyfriends stared at me. They no longer being friends with me. I didnt do anything to them, I often said to myself, would I being so ugly, they will accept me being their friends? I decided to no longer make friends, but only honestly ladies who accepted me no matter what of beauty or anything, I love their kindness, their open honestly. I just want to said to you, I really missed ur and Tracy's friendship during in my childhood and into adulthood. Hope to see you someday, want tell you that my children are grown into adult and high school now, time flew really fast. They kept asked me how was their godmothers, sure missed u guys. So I just want let you know of ur godchild, they are doing great! Shannah had a bubbly and sweet personity, Thaine had a great sense of humor, They must had got from us. I just was so sad when u send us gift or card. I only dont want it but for ur friendship. I have to get going because i have to take care of my own business, take care! thank you for ur friendship during in my childhood and your kindness... Ciao! ;)